as it was a rather hot night last night, i fell asleep feelin really sweaty (yuck, i know). then as i was STILL feeling hot, and the humidity was WAY high, i woke up at 4 am in the morning to turn the fan up a notch or two. and it turns out my mum turned it down 2 notches while i was sleeping! (no, that wasnt the point of my story) i was frustrated as i was feeling VERY hot and was sweatin A LOT. seems like she didnt even noticed! then, i saw that the study room light was switched on so i went to see who it was (it couldnt have been my dad as he went overseas last Sunday). i wasnt expecting it to be anyone in particular but it turned out to be my mum! so i stared (without my trusty specs) trying to get a better look at wad she was doing at MY table. (i share everything you see, my bedroom is shared with my older sis, and so is the study room, one table for her and one table for me. altho it's actually for the family kinda thing since the computer is in there too. im in the study room right now.) she was looking at my chemistry handbook (a small book where the summarise the syllabus). so as i stared, she noticed me staring and walked over and asked, "Why?"
i was surprised. why?! WHY?! "why?" she asks me! she's at my table, looking at my books at 4 a.m. in the morning and she looks at me and asks me why?! ok... calm down marsha... so i went back to sleep... or at least i tried to... i couldnt... so i tried to find an excuse to get out of bed and find out wad she was doin at my table. so i decided to go to the toilet. by that time, my sis was already woken up by the brightness of the study room light. so when i came out of the toilet, she was still there. nevermind. so i went to her and asked her wad she was doing. she looked at me and said that she was looking through my work. so i asked, "at FOUR A.M. in the MORNING?!" and she said, "i couldnt sleep wad." even tho i wasnt fully satisfied with her answer, i turned around and went back to sleep tho i didnt feel safe with her touching my stuff while i was sleeping. who knows wad she would take out and see. if it was personal, i am SO dead! she might have read something she shouldnt have... and that is wad i'm worried about...
*sigh*
oh well... if she did, wad's done is done... we cant turn back time can we... ok... thats all for now... i have to go to school for extra lessons... maybe we writing again later but thats highly unlikely... i'm writing now coz i dont wanna forget wad happened you see...
SONG OF THE MOMENT: Evanesence "My Immortal" (i love it!)
later!
take care!
Marsha sang on Friday, Nov. 14, 2003 at 8:20 a.m.
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