well!
i didnt get into the Express Stream for Sec 4... i have 3 choices, the first one is to go into Express Advance, which means i have to drop one subject but still continue in Express. second one is to be retained and repeat the whole of Sec 3 again... and the last is to be dropped into Normal (Acadamic). i chose to repeat Sec 3 because i dont wanna be dropped to the Normal Stream... the people there are worse than the Sec 2s! i swear! you should see them! and also because if i were to continue into Sec 4, i dont think i would be able to pass my O Level's with flying colours (which i definitely want to). i would love to get good results for my O's and get into a good Polytechnic (i dont wanna get into Junior College... its v tough and i dont wanna study Chinese anymore!) so that in the future, i can get a good job to support myself and my family (i mean before getting married of course lol).
anywayz... enough of the bad stuff... i'm gonna look on the bright side of life or things and work harder... im gonna drive myself and motivate myself to work harder... i have too many people believing in me and i really cant afford to let them down again. i have already broken my parents' hearts and im feeling very guilty... (im sorry mum and dad... ill do my best next year. thx for supporting me mum. and dad too. i love you.)
today's school programme was the best! i loved it. we had this guy called
Ian Tan <-- email him to know more about what he does (who was v funny and the way he held the talk was real fun) who gave us this analysis on our personality and behaviour in different surroundings (we had to do a survey on our personality first. we did it in the beginning of October). it was v cool. he even owns the company (LifeSkills Enrichment)! you should hear about how he did it! v amazing! we were all shocked that he owned the company!
anywayz, tomorrow, we're gonna have this rope course in school by the same people whom i went for camp to. i went to this Student Leadership Camp in the beginning of the year with many other school mates and i had great fun. we did lotsa fun things like Rope Courses (i fell off the wire that we were supposed to cross. v scary! lol but i got over it and crossed it successfully!)and Rafting (which i loved and thoroughly enjoyed). i cant wait to jump off the school building! i mean in the Rope Course. im not dying yet man! seriously! im giving myself one last chance to buck up. trust me. ill be giving you good results by the end of next year.
till then, ill continue writing about my life... later!
Marsha sang on Tuesday, Oct. 28, 2003 at 6:02 p.m.
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